Thursday, June 3, 2021

Finding Freedom: A Cook's Story; Remaking a Life from Scratch

Title: Finding Freedom: A Cook's Story; Remaking a Life from Scratch
Author: Erin French
Published: April 6th 2021 by Celadon Books
Format: Hardcover, 304 pages
Genre: Memoir

First Sentence: It was ten past three in the afternoon, the time of day that I looked forward to the most. **

From the Publisher: Long before The Lost Kitchen became a world dining destination with every seating filled the day the reservation book opens each spring, Erin French was a girl roaming barefoot on a 25-acre farm, a teenager falling in love with food while working the line at her dad’s diner and a young woman finding her calling as a professional chef at her tiny restaurant tucked into a 19th century mill. This singular memoir—a classic American story—invites readers to Erin’s corner of her beloved Maine to sharethe real person behind the “girl from Freedom” fairytale, and the not-so-picture-perfect struggles that have taken every ounce of her strength to overcome, and that make Erin’s life triumphant.

In Finding Freedom, Erin opens up to the challenges, stumbles, and victories that have led her to the exact place she was ever meant to be, telling stories of multiple rock-bottoms, of darkness and anxiety, of survival as a jobless single mother, of pills that promised release but delivered addiction, of a man who seemed to offer salvation but in the end ripped away her very sense of self. And of the beautiful son who was her guiding light as she slowly rebuilt her personal and culinary life around the solace she found in food—as a source of comfort, a sense of place, as a way of bringing goodness into the world. Erin’s experiences with deep loss and abiding hope, told with both honesty and humor, will resonate with women everywhere who are determined to find their voices, create community, grow stronger and discover their best-selves despite seemingly impossible odds. Set against the backdrop of rural Maine and its lushly intense, bountiful seasons, Erin reveals the passion and courage needed to invent oneself anew, and the poignant, timeless connections between food and generosity, renewal and freedom. (Celadon)

My Opinion: Yes, I fell for the hype, and I am so glad I did. Finding Freedom is a rough memoir to read. Emotionally raw parts and seemingly bottomless chasms where you wonder how Erin made it through, but at the same time, highs showing the resilience of a woman who had no other choice. She is a nurturer, and by nurturing others, she allowed her soul to mend, allowing her the bravery to make it to the next day, to the next spirit needing her kind of giving. Food. Warmth. Home. Through her writing, she has shown forgiveness can heal, and if she can forgive what life handed to her, then we should attempt to follow her lead, take a breath, and lay blame aside so we can open up and accept what is next in our path.

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